This has been one of the freakin' craziest weekends of my life. I was all over the place this weekend. I played for Zach Dodds on Saturday night which was and incredible experience. I got to make music of a professional calibur on my own terms, which is something I hadn't, up to that point, experienced. I left the show and headed for Relay for Life, which I had planned to do for some time. I called my parents to check in and everything feel apart from there. I've never been so mad in my whole life. I was told by my parents that I had acted irrationally and that me going to Relay for Life without having given them ample notice (which I had) was out of the picture. I drove home faster than I've ever driven home from Saguaro and I yelled louder than I have ever yelled. I still think that some of the things that my parents did were pointless and irrational. I had huge plans for this event, like I'd had for the last 4 years at this event, and to see it happening and not be able to bo a part of it when I just as easily could have if my parents hadn't been so ridiculous about it. I came home. I freaked out and decided not to go even when my parents let me. I still feel like a jek about it, but I don't care. I apologized genuinely and my apologies weren't accepted. I tried to make things right and my parents weren't having that. I love them to death and wouldn't trade them for anything in the world, but I think they don't realize just how hurtful and closed-minded they can be sometimes. I had alot riding on this, and now it's gone, and I let tons of people down and there's nothing else I can do about that. But here's the good news. I have a Prom date. Dani said she'd go. Which rocks. Alot. Because I adore her, not like I liked Julie (see pt. 1) because, if you didn't know, I don't currently think too fondly of Julie, but I think Dani is the kind of person I can grow to respect and care for on a deeper level, and, in contrast to Julie (excuse my French), Dani will actually give a damn. I don't know. I'm tired, I'll write more later.