It's October. Freakin' odd. I always think the summer is going to be longer than it is. It's not though. And now I'm sorta let down. My parents just told me that there's no way they're paying for me to go to Biola for college. Which is the place I wanted to go, actually. I don't know what to think right now, you know? I wanted more than anything to go there and learn to play guitar and sing and lead worship for churches... but it looks like that may not end up happening. I don't know though. I want to apply for Biola. I love NAU too though and I'll go there just as happily. I think my dreams of leaving Arizona after high school are sorta falling apart. It's kinda sad, but I guess there's time for getting an out-of-state eduacation. And to add to that, I'm going to Europe after graduation. It's going to be the best trip I've ever been on, I know it. A bunch of my friends, no pressure, no restraint, no high school. My God, it's going to be freaking excellent. Anyways, I'm gonna get going, but I'll try and be better about updating, I haven't been lately.