aaaaaaaaahhhhhh

Feeling: aggravated
God!! What the hell is the matter with people??? ok, i know that i can be irrational sometimes and get mad for no reason...but i think im being totally fair when my friend goes insane on me for no fucking reason. ok, we were walking over to Jimmy Dean's (eww, but its the only food within a 1 mile radius of her parents' work) and we are waiting for the stupid cross walk thing to go----which by the way must be broken because we were there for like 15 minutes---and i was just asking which way we would go to get there and out of nowhere SNAP!!! She totally snaps at me. She does this really annoying superiority thing and it gets really annoying after a while. So she's snapping away and im just like wo...wtf. i was just curious, i just dont like going somewhere when i dont know where the fuck it is. i cant even remember what she said, but it was really pissing me off. So then im like what the hell did i do, i was just asking??? then she's like "u know what jordan, just relax...shut up!" she says it with this extremely aggravating tone and i want to rip her head out of the fantasy world that she's in where she is better than everyone else. i hate being treated like a sidekick. always have. as a sort of reflex i snap back telling her she's being a hypocrit for saying that i ALWAYS get mad over silly things when---reality check---its because she SNAPS AT ME!!!!! i dont need snapping from my friend, i get it enough from everyone else. Then, can u believe this, she starts yelling at me about how she has done nothing wrong, that im getting mad at her for no fucking reason, and that all she was doing was waiting for the stupid crosswalk thing to go. Wow, thats funny, i seem to remember it a little differently. I think she forgot some crucial details when she was looking back on this. Im really laughing here, i cant believe how closed minded and hypocritical people can be. Wow! So she gets fed up with my "getting mad at her for nothing and randomly snapping at her" and starts walking back to the office. On the way back im trying to get her to hear my side of the story before she twists it into her own little world so that when she complains to her parents, i look like a total irrational bitch and she looks like the innocent that she is. on the way back all she has to say is "SHUT UP!" in this really annoying screaming voice that she does. "for once in ur life SHUT UP!" ouch, that kind of sucked. then she closes the door quickly behind her so as to shut me out. yep, right in my fucking face. JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!!!!! i cannot stand her!!!
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sounds like u have some nice friends