GOD DAMMIT I SWEAR TO GOD IM GONNA SHOOT MYSELF!!! or someone else....i am going to die. seriously, i havent had a freak out since like 2 years ago....and i just did. because of him. thats it, if i was ever gonna get the courage to kiss him, its LONG GONE!!!! now its not even a matter of fucking courage anymore, its just THAT SONOFABITCH SHOULD DIE. YOU DONT DO THAT WITH A PERSON IF YOU DONT LIKE THEM COZ THEN IT LEADS THEM ON AND THEN THEY WANT TO KILL YOU YOU FUCKING SON OF A BITCH. if a girl kisses you on the cheek, a girl that you know likes you A LOT, you dont hug her and hold on to her for a bit the next fucking day....you know why???? coz that makes her think that you like her back when in fact you dont and then you are just a fucking bastard who needs to fucking die and now thanks to said guy the said girl had another fucking borderline seizure freak out coz she's so fucking twisted over this stupid fucking guy. so in closing...... die.