ok so for future memories sake, im gonna write what happened at the show the other day. coz yeah i know im gonna forget certain details and ill want to remember them in a year when i look back upon this entry.... so first we get there and he's already inside doing sound check crap...whatev. well we get inside and after finally weaseling my way to the front i see him and his band playing. man theyre good...and yeah watching him play was just such a hot thing to see. im such a girl, so much weakness for musicians. lol. well that stupid fool, when he looked out into the audience he never looked in my general direction so he didnt see me while they were playing, but it was still cool. but he seemed pretty happy to see me when he did see me...so who knows. and then i was talkin to samanthass while we were waiting for him to unload some shit from the stage and he came up behind me and gave me a big hug. yay. that was nice, especially since the day before i had humiliated myself by kissing him on the cheek. hahahaha. then...we all just kind of stood around listening to the other bands playing, but i guess he had gotten really hot from playing up on stage....and then he lifted up his shirt to air it out............gah. wow. hahahaha even sam was like...wow....hahahaha that was too much fun. we had such a great time, and im so glad i went. besides....WOW!!!!! hahaha.