god i fucking love ozzy. especially this song. my favorites are crazy train and breakin all the rules. i love ozzy. he's so cool. haha i feel the dire need to go to a rock concert now and just like bang my head. can't do that right now because the parents are going to bed and good head banging quality would require loud music. so i can't. blast... god this is such a great song. seriously *bangs head...ever so slightly*.... i woulda done so well in the 80's with all the 'heavy' metal. lol heavy being the hair bands. but i still woulda done well. i probably would have been one of those cool groupies who slept with all the bands. noice. ok now i'm listening to eric clapton- layla (unplugged)...so it's totally different. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ yeah. i really need to put myself out there. that must be my problem. that must be why i'm not meeting guys enough. i should go out at least 3 times a week and meet new fascinating people. i just need to leap into the sea where there are allegedly plenty of fish. hope i don't drown... my god i'm bored. i'm gonna be up soooooo late tonight. heh. that should be quite interesting....i mean....i have school the day after tomorrow. if i stay up crazy late again tonight, i will stay up pretty late tomorrow as well, and i'm more than likely to have no sleep that night as it is (nerves of course. isn't that always thee case)....so yeah. i need as much sleep as possible sunday night. even though it really is such a wasted effort. ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? what is the matter with me??? am i just not that attractive? i know i'm not exactly a supermodel but JEEZ i know i'm better than some of the schlop i see out there getting tons of dates. am i annoying? i do get annoying from time to time. i can obsess over meaningless things and drag it on and on till i beat that horse dead. am i just........ well? wtf is wrong with me?