o wow, this has been the most interesting weekend of my life. i dont think i have ever had quite so many emotions in such a short period of time, and they came on so fast. it was scary. but im so happy now, everything is well, i am finally at peace, i finally talked to brandon and he and i are ok. everything is gonna be just fine. i cant wait till tomorrow, sam and i are going to Ventura, and im gonna get hers and brandon's gift there. that should be interesting.....