um yeah wow i never write in this thing anymore damn. hahaha well, i really should start writing in it like every day LIKE a real diary so that when (of course this is after my fame and fortune that will just magically appear to me) i do my personal memoirs or whatever i have some material to work off of. becasue well let's face it, my memory sucks and i can barely remember the incident that i thought was UNBELIEVABLY important that happened just a month ago. so yeah i really need this. and hey sometimes i say some funny bits that i would like to remember later....ooh that reminds me i gotta go through and read all the entries ive done to see how ive progressed AND to see what funny/witty bits ive done. lol. im such a freak i know.