ok, so my friend, that i like alot, he and i were talking about crap today, and somehow the thought of friends with benefits came up. this was the conversation, and i have no idea if i missed something and interpreted it wrong: "so what do you think of friends with benefits?" "o, i think its cool, i'd probably do it..." "i volunteer!" eh, something like that. he said i volunteer. the first question, wasnt asking me, we were talking about it before...but anyway, was that asking me to do that? i dunno, i seriously think that im misinterpreting it and there was something else behind it. or maybe he said something before that and i just didnt hear it. but in my wildest dreams he meant it...its amazing how this overwhelming feeling of im dreaming or something is coming over me...like i seriously doubt he meant it, coz something like that would never happen to me...i dont know! this sux, i mean i know what he said, but WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?? i dont think he meant it or something....aaaaah. i dont know why, but i have a strong feeling something is wrong with this picture, im meant to never fall in love or have happiness thats the way my luck is, there is no way something this good could happen to me.