dude i'm so bored and kinda tired-ish...but me thinks that come from the boredom...so who knows... yeah but there's like nothing to do. it's cold. and nothing on tv nor the internet. this is what causes suicide my friends. ... .... ..... boredom. um yeah so i don't think we're fighting anymore, don't honestly know....well he did call me last night and we talked for a while so i guess that's it? meh who knows. he's so out there i can never read him. whatev. im in an apathetic mood today. so i don't really care.... then again i'm sure that me not caring is only because it's starting to look better, if it looked like we were gonna break up i don't think i'd be quite so neutral... alright. nothing to do. must find something. oh and it's 3/11 today. (i can't believe it's been a fucking year...omg so much has happened.....) heh long story...