wow i miss him already... i have found myself feeling exceptionally lonely these past couple of weeks, and it bothered me as to why...i mean i should be happy now right? i shouldn't be sad! that's awful... then it hit me. i think the reason i feel so lonely is because i just miss him :) i miss him...a lot...and that must be why i feel so lonely. because he's not here. and that's what makes me feel so sad. i find myself wanting to spend every bloody moment with him, and when he or i have to leave it makes me sad...because i wonder when i'll get my moments again. and how long it will be before i see him. this is funny. and i think i'm truly falling for him...just as i feared... oh well. i may as well enjoy the ride....for i do believe that it is my fear of the end, that will in fact be the end. dammit brett you got your wish. i'm falling for you. hard. now just prove it to me that i'll get mine. and that you'll never break me. then i'm yours.