ok so yesterday was THEE worst day of my life. like lets see i had the most painful conversation on tuesday night, and then he completely avoided me yesterday. and then crystal just HAD to come up to him and rub my face in it by being all over him. i died. today was better tho. it was so funny, i thought i was gonna have to grovel and plea for forgiveness for being such a bitch. and i even had like a little speech prepared in my head....well im walking up to where we sit and im looking to see where he is by his area so i can pull him aside and apologize, and then i dont see him. so i go into my area to put my stuff down, and i look up and there he is. my face lit up. i was so happy to see him and the fact that he came over to my area to talk to me, and then the next thing i know im apologizing. haha it was funny, i was like "omg im so sorry, i was a bitch, im so sorry, can we just forget all this ever happened??" and he's like "whoa, i already did, its no big deal." and im happy now. even tho my motha is being a huge bitch, im happy coz he's not mad at me. :D