haha...i feel bipolar today!!! yay. wow, nothing is quite intRRSSting. wow that was so lame. haha. i am so bored. its like ssr now, some stupid thing with silent reading. blah. i cant even think of anything funny except the french word for shit is merd. kewl huh? samantha is back today. yay. o bUMmer.i just found out that may 24(the day my crush will supposedly ask me out...according to my pendulum) is memorial day or something. GOD DAMMIT!!!!!!! so we dont have school that day. so it wont happen. all hope i once had is now lost. carpet is cool. shes so ... weird. i dunno. im just BORED so my mind is rambling. i did my hair today in that crazy way we used to do it when we were little. u know, where u have a pony tail then put it up and put a pencil in ur hair to hold it? nevermind. it looks so crazy tho. i just dont wanna turn into those people who wear their hair the same way every day. i usually wear it down. i havent decided what looks the best. i am so tired today. i got home from ventura at like 11 and didnt fall asleep until like midnight. i got this huge lecture from my mom when i got home because of like responsibility or some bullshit like that. ok, my cell fone died and i had no way of contacting my mom because sams mom went jogging and took her cell fone with her and there are no fucking pay fones anywhere. blah. my mom never fucking listens. cant stand my parents. to quote will smith: PARENTS JUST DONT UNDERSTAND