So today was sam's last day and we had planned to go to the mall after school and get a pizookie at the bj's.... however at lunch i turn on my phone and see TWO voicemail messages that apparently brett left because he was oh so eager to get a hold of me... he wanted to hang with me :) which definitely made me feel better about his feelings for me, especially after yesterday i asked him if he still loved me and he said yes ma'am. so yay. things seem to be pretty much back to normal... so we went to the mall, sam had her meeting at bowman...so she was gonna meet us there...then he decided oh let's see a movie...and therefore sam could not come be with us because a)she would be the third wheel and that sucks...b)she couldn't have gotten there in time to watch the movie anyway...and c)after the movie woulda been too late to meet us. sorry sam...we tried.... we saw 16 blocks...wasn't as bad as i thought it was gonna be...the dude in it was funny...he would not shut UP...i was like wow. friend. brett said he wasn't sick anymore...he was pretty sure he was over it in fact...like he was feeling great this morning and earlier today. then it got worse...and just like his mom said he would...he felt awful again. and we were eating at the food court when Emily showed up. at first i was like *alert alert* because i know they've been hanging out a lot lately, and like..i'm a jealous person by nature? so him hanging out with some girl i've never met....often....is kinda like hey hey HEY...but she's really nice. so i don't dislike her at all. so i'm ok with her...however i'm still somewhat paranoid...i mean. the boy wouldn't come near me as soon as she was around. i was like ahem? and he wouldn't kiss me when he walked me to the door. which i find funny...because he was just fine with kissing me earlier when i didnt want him to because he was sick. but this time i wanted him to because i wanted to see if he would ......and he failed the test. he didn't kiss me. i have a feeling it was more because emily was waiting in the car with a perfect view...i mean sure part of it was that he was sick. but honestly. that boy didn't give a fuck earlier. suddenly he cares? when another girl is around? another girl where you broke that rule about what to do with your girlfriend when talking to other girls?? ("when talking to a female friend, pull your girlfriend closer"..."when introducing her to your friends--especially girls--you better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend")----he did neither of those. so yes. i'm a little annoyed. but i don't dislike emily, she's really sweet. so i'm cool with her...but still....i'm not cool with the way brett was acting. like dude you need to prove to me that it's me and only me...like by actually touching me in front of other girls?? AHEM!!! whatev. it's friday. i can sleep in. thank the LAWD.