lol the mood is great. i love that.^ hahaha today was funny, it was basically my sex education day. it's amazing how much girls love to talk about sex. we are just as horny and addicted as guys....it's fuckin hilarious. they were telling me things like who, when, how long they waited, what they've done...i was like damn... i need to take notes... hahaha sex isn't really that big of a deal to me, i mean people make it out to be something so much worse than it is....it's just....sex. it would just be nice if i were in love with the guy, and he were in love with me. so once that happens, then i'm good :) lol. hahaha i'm fucking insane. but honestly. that is what i did today. therefore is all i can write aboot. ________________________________________________________ ah wait i can write aboot yesterday. sigh....yesterday was nice. i got to see brett after almost 3 days of absence...i was so happy to see him. we walked 5 fucking miles though practically...to rafe's house and back...yeesh. that boy is gonna kill me i swear (brett...for making me exercise so much....lol not rafe. i hope rafe won't kill me)... yeah i'm really happy. and maybe i am falling for him. but i refuse to completely slam into it until he falls for me first. i will NOT let this be onesided....fuck no. never doing that shit again. ........can't wait to see him again. yesterday was perfect. tomorrow may be even better. it just gets BETTER....heh. stupid stupid asshole making me start to fall for him....why i oughta....