o goddammit this is just sic. i chickened out once again, dunno why tho. i mean all the signs tell me that he WILL KISS BACK. its just so scary, getting up the nerve to just lean in and do it. can you blame me? it's hard, i mean what if he's just a total idiot and was being nice to me all this time....hahahaha thats bull and i know it. i have no excuse for chickening out. im just gonna lean in, and do it. coz god this is annoying, every day i chicken out or something happens to make it difficult. dude, when a girl kisses a guys cheek, he does NOT hug her the next day if he DIDNT like it. hahaha....so yeah. i just need to remember all the good things and go for it. wish me luck.