finally. the family scene completely sucked. each day was just....uggh....miserable. it did get better towards the end, but still, a lot of shit happened and i don't plan to repeat any of it. i'm too tired to say any of what happened right now, because lemme see....oh yeah! because of this stupid effing trip i haven't had much sleep in 4 days. so i'm off to bed to catch up on my much needed rest. haha you should see me...i look like hell. haven't really done my makeup in a few days, i have these dark circles around my eyes, and i'm all pale. it's pretty sick. i think i AM sick. blech. but yeah better get to my beauty rest....should be back again in like oh....36 hours or something? jesus CHRIST i need some sleep. 'beauty rest' to repair this damage? hahahaha..... but let me leave with this. my bitch cousin whom i've always been a little jealous of because everyone just LOVES her because she's so pretty and perfect and bubbly (gag)....she was such a bitch to me this weekend. do you know WHY??? because i'm FINALLY HER COMPETITION!!! i was like YES! oh and not only that, but she's smoking and drinking and partying(heh if you catch me drift) now. little miss holier-than-thou-please-don't-say-the-lord's-name-in-vain-christian-prissy bitch is worse than me, the heretic. the apparent heretic. oh yeah and she's from louisiana and racist too. HAHAHAHA. i win. now she hates me because i'm her competition and everyone was giving me attention for once. mwahahaha. that is the ONLY good thing that came out of this weekend.