i think im in love. ok, i used to really like this guy, and since its never gonna happen, i will tell u his name. BRIAN ILIESCU. ya, he is really beautiful and unique and funny...o damn. well i have found new love. he is on vampire freaks and he is beautiful and gothic and really sincere and sweet. vampire freaks is a website by the way. he doesnt even know i exist but he did write a comment on mine that was really sweet. he's just wow. and everytime i look at him i cant breathe. he literally takes my breath away...although he lives in oregon. damn. but ya, i really like him, and he is just really sweet. i dont know his real name tho....but who needs that? o the heart breaking update...he's in love with some other girl who i shall not mention. my heart aches and shall never be repared after 2 painful experiences