Ok, so sam an die went to ventura yesterday, and this is like a terrible week for malls. Normally, we can spend hours just hanging out at the mall, and it doesnt even phase us, but it was so crowded, and there was like NOTHING TO DO! so we got bored after like an hour or two and left for main street. We went to scoot's and i got a tarot reading. it was tres not lame. hahaha. and even though all the things i was worrying about were resolved, i still feel some conflictions...yes yes that be the word i think...well yeah. im still not entirely sure of everything. i think im gonna have to actually experience what he said would happen before i can be at peace. DAMMIT. Haha, i havent even begun my XXXmas shopping. Sheet. Sam, im totally screwed on her gifts, coz the only place i can find anything good, is in ventura and she is the one who takes me there. so basically she's gonna be there when i get it. Brandon, totally screwed, never had to get a gift for a guy, the last guy friends i had were in like grade school, dunno why i drifted away from them....but yeah, im thinking im gonna just have to hand him 20 bucks and be like Thar ye go. So im gonna be in New Mexicunt for...sheet...10 days. DAMN MY FAMILY STRAIGHT TO HEEEEEELLLLLLL!!! mwahahahaha....but yeah 10 days is too much even for my parents to take with our redneck psycho christian family, so theyre thinking about leaving a few days early and staying in ArizonASS for new years. sounds fine to me, i like arizonass, i was born thar. hehe. but yeah, life sux and i think me mum is home so i gotta go before she makes do chores and sheet.