well, as of late the previous entry is not true....at least dear god i hope not. for now i do not believe that they are actually going out, but friends with benefits is another story that i wont know until much later. god i hate the agony of not knowing things. so yeah all i can basically do now is just sit back and wait, but omg is it just me or does it feel like summer already??? i have like 2 weeks left of school but everything today is like summer. the heat, the way it looks outside, even the music im listening to i only listened to like a year ago last summer. even teh smells hahahha.....i know it's weird but it feels so surreal.....so summery.....whoa, im like having flashbacks to last summer which is REALLY tweaking me out coz i was in love with a different guy a year ago and yeah flashbacks of that messes me up.....