omg i hate everyone, like they pick the day im feeling exceptionally low (i've been having ups and downs in my mood, uncontrolably lately--me thinks it be an incident that im having trouble getting over) to nag me like crazy. i mean my mom is being such a bitch.....clean up this mess take out the recycling blah blah fucking blah. i am feeling so low, and it's getting worse, i cant even control it anymore, i just feel so sad all the time. like im watching my life crash around me, i mean EVERYTHING is going wrong now, and there is nothing i can do except sit in the corner and cry about it. i wish there was something i could do to pick up the pieces, but there just isnt.........i hate my life.