i love having like 4 different journals...gives me a chance to express the many moods i am constantly feeling. this one can be my happy one, my livejournal can be my fun and silly one, my grimdivinity one can be the really personal stuff coz i don't think anyone looks at it, etc... or i can just rant on about life and my many moods and completely sound like i have split personalities. whatever works. i'm so bummed that ville was a bit of an asshole at the concert...HUGE turn off and now it just isn't the same when i listen to the music. meh it's probably for the best, i needed something to shake me from my fast growing obsession.... man i love soundscapes/new age crap. the piano is beautiful and it's a symphony to my ears.... makes me think of rainy/overcast days as well....which of course is my favorite kind of weather...oh how i love rainy days... the darkness of the clouds the gloomy grey tint it gives everything the lack of sunlight that BLINDS me the potential for kissing in the rain.... i love the gloom. it's not even me trying to be all doom and darkness, i just love it. ask anyone it's been my favorite kind of weather since i was a kid. sam hates it. mostly because of how it frizzes her hair...which i understand to a point but sometimes it's like come on enjoy the cool breeze no one cares about your hair....at least it aint 100 degrees... speaking of which, im gonna go sit outside and enjoy this goodbye.