UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH KILL ME!!!!!! i called him. he didn't answer. i called him later, he did answer, but couldn't talk, said he'd call me back. i didn't trust him to, so i went to bed.....seriously like not even 10 minutes after i fell asleep he called me back (more like 5, i just don't know the exact moment i was officially "asleep")......and i had my phone on as loud as it could go just in case. but i think it got put underneath my pillow. and i missed the call. it is now 3.45 in the fucking morning. in my dream, i suddenly heard the sound of my phone ringing and i woke up....but it was like....5 hours too late...so i don't know how i pulled that one off. and i can't sleep. i'm wide awake, and all i can think about is how i missed his fucking phone call, how i won't get to talk to him till after school probably, and even then i honestly have no idea if he's gonna wind up breaking up with me or something....so while i wish i had just heard my fucking phone!!!!....i'm also scared to talk to him. for fear of what he could say. sigh...... i'm seriously gonna cry. this cannot be happening to me AGAIN. and not this soon....i can't handle this this soon.... somebody help me i'm falling down.