partook? the original joke is "are you partaking in the thievery of my beverage?" but past tense....partook? heh it's cool either way. noice. so um...yesterday was interesting. this is weird. the autosaved draft thing...how ODD.... um lemme see what did i do yesterday? ah yes. so um i stayed for lunch then jesse and brett picked me up, went back to brett's house...then we went to thee mall. there was like nothing to do at the mall, however i did get new makeup. i'm happy, it's like...different...so we'll see how it works. and then jesse was especially bored (and since he was our ride) we left. we went back to jesse's house. i don't know wtF my problem was yesterday....i'm guessing pms or something, but it was so sad....i was being pretty cold and distant to brett. it wasn't cool. like he totally should not have been teasing me even a little bit because i....well i didn't take it personally...i mean i knew he was teasing...but it was just annoying after a while? and then i'd like deprive the poor boy of kisses. lol whatever will he do.... not deprive as in 'ha now i won't kiss you coz you annoyed me' it was just like something that added to my depressed/out of it thing i had going on, and like he'd lean in to kiss me and i'd just kinda turn my head....that's cruel. i shouldn't have done that. and when we got to jesse's house i was still being a shit and i just like lied (layed?) down on the floor in jesse's room and stared at the ceiling. of course pouvre (french for poor) brett layed(?) down next to me..ish. and then i just sat there...didn't move closer to him. luckily the boy was smart and put on southpark JUST before i was aboot to cry...that wouldn't have been good. seriously i was just like randomly depressed. but southpark instantly fixed my mood. we watched like 5 or 6 episodes which was nice, while brett and i just layed on thee sofa. it was sweet. he be falling for me :) then i had to ditch him for sam. she's my bitch. heh. we went to ventura. with ron...stupid sonuvabitch..(you will understand later)...sam and i instantly went to get tarot readings. mine was ok....i mean it answered some questions, and said that my relationship could be lasting blah blah...but nothing exceptionally stood out to me. then sam's was pretty good, told her she be fooked up in zee head and that she and theron could be good if she just opens up a bit. then scott decided to go on and on about how great looking sam is, and how cool she is, how she's going to be famous, how she should be a model, etc. etc. *cough* marcia marcia marcia.... it's not her fault. so i don't hold it against her or anything....it's just kind of annoying after a while...like...wow.. don't I feel obsolete. thank you very much for showing me the true meaning of my life. uggh it's just really rude to tell someone how pretty, etc. they are right in front of someone else who's standing right there and could easily find that hurtful...and like how gapper is just oh-so willing to shove sam into the door of ryman but when i brought it up she wouldn't even give me the time of fucking day. GAH. i'm gonna prove gapper wrong...and i'm gonna be great. just watch. sam's really good, she is....but i know i'm just as good. however i'm little jordan, i am obselete after all....therefore nothing i do matters. i should just leave it all to samantha dahling...let me die. and watch as no one comes to my funeral. enjoy. oh yeah and about ron being a sonuvabitch....sam an die were craving thee taco bell....like neither of us had really eaten that day. and her mom/ron never really told us that they weren't planning on taking us, infact they kinda hinted that we WERE going ....so all seemed well. then as we can SEE the fucking taco bell ron chimes in with the delightful fact that he doesn't let anyone eat in his car (and we were running late at this point so we didn't have the time to stop and eat)...and we're like wtf? neurosis much? we're not steve after all...and yeah so we passed it and i swear i saw her mom have a sinister smile on her face. in fact...the both of those fuckers did. lol. we were SO not happy.....i mean...duuuude...they deprived us of our taco bell....sons o' bitches... ________________________________________ oh yeah and i don't get to see brett for a week. and today there was a miscommunication and my mom somehow didn't realize i was talking about the canoga park show that brett has been wanting me to go to? and she was like yeah if you get all ready in time you can go! and i was like YAY!!! but then we got in a huge fight anyway (i'm still hormonal i believe)...and even had we not gotten in said fight, the miscommunication comes in. you see my dad had said no to that show the other day, which is why i was so surprised to here my mom say that i could go. but she said "now i want you to swear to me that you guys arent gonna go sneaking off to that canoga park thing or whatever" and i'm like HUH???? so i explained that's what i was talking aboot....and she felt bad... but i just left a message on brett's cell phone....hopefully he'll get it? poor brett....gets his hopes up... i'm sorry love :( i need to eat something...thank GOD we have tons of sweets as i'm starting that time of thee month where i would most crave...heh. tomorrow we leave to go to a funeral in tuscon. yippee.....should be interesting......the lady was cool. even though i met her once. she was awesome. tis sad. i need to sleep or something. too many emotions in such a small amount of time have put me in like...emotional overload. and i think i blew my giving-a-fuck fuse (play on the funny fuse that cartman blew from southpark. yeah.) goodnight lovelies. don't forget about me.