haha since i have no life and i am extremly bored i will write about how bad i feel for pally. he got rolled, it rained. HockeyRox1521: damn those whores who did it i like this journal...i'll prob end up writing in it like 5 times b4 the day is over. fuck..i'm a dumbass. i have like zero friends...who writes out zero? i had friends but then some stupid fuck heads got people to hate me. i have friends from other schools and in different grades but we dont hang out. and since no1 else is home for spring break people are hanging out with me. but other than that on a typical weekend i would be sitting home not doing shit. i could hang out with a different "group" but fuck...middle school is all about okay this is the popular group these are the punks the dorks the preps blah blah blah DAMNIT! i mean i love the friends i have, at times. but it seems like i am the one who fucking gets ditched and who everyone is mad at. i guess i'm jus a bitch, but oh well. oh all of the guys are immature fags who listen to their friends and dont know how to be a fucking boyfriend. and then when they get pissed over some gayass rumor they start stuff on how i am such a slut and alla that shit and then wanna be friends with me! no, i'm not gonna let some gayass boy try to fucking ruin me. the whole reason i have this journal is to let out stuff that i know i couldn't even start to tell any of my friends (except for travis, who i havent seen or talked to inawhile) because they would start getting all pissed and i would lose another friend. AHH