yesterday after i came home after awhile i went to the pool. it was me, sturg, mlee, ryan, ln, evan, kendall, bp, brittany, will, kayla, uhh and some more people. everyone was being a fuckig bitch so me and sturg went to her house (she lives like 2 minutes away). we went swimming at her house and just hung out. max, angelo, brett, and nick came by and asked if they could go swimming too. they were skating and got sooooo sunburt (had their shirts off) omg it was soo bad. so they swam and me and sturg watched them. me and sturgill went and stole their skateboards and started skating. they got mad. then my mom came and picked me up so i could go home and get stuff to go to her sisters apartment to spend the night. it was going to be fucking crazy cause they have mad parties and don't care what me and sturgill do and ian lives seriously like 30 seconds away! but then sturg's mom was being a bitch and wouldn't let us and then she decided i couldn't even come over to her house. so on the way home my mom is all "Julia, why didn't you stay at the pool with all of your friends" and i tried to tell her that they are all really mean to me with using as little cuss words as i could and trying not to fucking scream at her. "well julia i think you should try to be friends with them" and i just go off. i start crying and screaming at my mom that they do it all of the time and it really hurts me and everythign else. then shes trying to tell me that i am being stupid for crying over it. shit if i can't even explain to her that my friends make my life hell..how am i gonna talk to her about going to a different school. i fucking hate her with a passion sometimes. i get to see ian today...yay yay yay yay yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!