school sucked. helping for cheerleading tryouts was cool since me a l-dizzle 1 were captains last year we got to judge mock try outs and l-dizzle 2 got to too. it was fun. then i went to the barn. i tacked (put the saddle on and every for you people who don't know) up two horses and then it started raining and i had to hurry and take it off so the rain wouldn't ruin the leather. fun fun fun. but i love being out there so, i can't complain. a kid named cameron i know, yeah he dad died this weekend. when the fuck are people going to stop dieing. i can't fucking take it anymore. this is like the 7th person in the past 5 months. why the fuck does god do this to us. everything happens for a reason,but why is it happening to people like them. i don't get it. (refer to the entry "and what do i say" for more background on all of this shit)