me and emily went to wal-mart yesterday to get my birthday present. she picked me out a digital cammra. its a peice but its still cool. i came home and took a shower then i went back to her house for a cookout. we have decided that amy likes ian. i am quite pissed. i'm really worried about sturgill. she told me a lot of stuff at camp that she has done recently and i know its casue of that shitfuck zach. i try to talk to her about it and she tells me i don't understand. how the hell would she know if i could relate to the problem or not if she doesn't talk to me about it. i leave for lax camp today. me and ry both don't want to go. i think i suck at lax and i know the camp will help me get better, but ry, katie, and maggi are all starters and so much better than me and its kind of embarrassing. oh well, you can't be good at everything. i got to open my birthday presents yesterday. i got new riding pants, a lot of stuff from victoria secrets, ear rings, braclet, pac sun gift card, and i duno what else. i am taking everything back from victoria secrets and getting new riding boots. i am also going to use some bday money to get some more riding pants. everyone from the barn sent me a card and signed it. it had pics in it of spartan (my sort of horse), us holding the snake we found when cleaning out the hay barn, and just a pic of all of us. i was really happy that they sent it to me and stuff cause most of my "real" friends haven't even said happy bday to me.