Where to begin? Summer is winding down and I am not looking forward to school at all. I do not go back to school until September 6th, but volleyball starts Monday and that takes up the rest of my summer. Especially now since I am working and trying to get out to the barn everyday. Of course, I have not even opened my summer reading book, which I know I will regret, but oh well. I haven't really seen my best friends lately, we have all been out of town, and I hate that. Kristen is now dating Grayson. I was really upset about it at first since he was the last guy I dated and she is my best friend, but I know they are happy together and it would just be immature to dwell on it. It really upsets me that Austin and I don't talk and hang out as much as we used to. He is still my best friend but lately it seems like he always has something to do. I really liked him for awhile, but Grayson, surprisingly, told me the other day that I should like someone who cares as much for me as I care for Austin. I guess it's true. Grayson is really good friends with John, a guy who is coming to our school from a school nearby to play football. I have talked to him all summer but we actually hung out yesterday. He ended up coming over last night and we just hung out and watched TV and stuff. Grayson thinks I should just go for him, but he is new and no new guy is going to want to date a person when there are so many new girls. Grayson wants to talk to him, though.. but whatever happens, happens. I have a feeling there is going to be soo much drama this school year with the freshman girls coming up and all. Not looking forward to that, at allll. I'll update and try to start redoing my diary when I can....