Yesterday I went to go see Emily at Wal-Mart while she was working because she was bored. All she did was pass out tums for 2 hours and she made 48 bucks. After we went to the pool and hung with Ellen, Mill, Ry, Si, Vu, and Jed. Ellen, Emily, and I ordered food and then went back to my house. Later on we went to the mall. Ian was there with his mom so he hung out with us. God Damn him and Emily flirt more than anyone I know. Me, Ellen, and Emily all camped out in Emily's back yard. For awhile Chuck, Harrison, Lindsay, Jaquline, Brooke, Kayla, Sam, Arin, and Teresa were over. After everyone left we were just talking and I told Emily how Mo was talking shit about me so Emily went inside and bitched Mo out. She was all "I love Julia. She is a great person, I would never do that to her." I am at the point that I'm just like whatever fuck it. I mean if Ian is going to flirt with all of my friends, why not let his ex talk shit about me and try to ruin me and him? Harrison came over this morn and slept with us in the tent for awhile. Then Chuck came. They were all going to the pool but I told Sturgill I would hang out with her since she just got back from Colorado. I'm pretty confused about things with Ian. He fucking flirts and talks to my friends more than he does me. But I'm hanging out with Max today because he is at Sturgill's and lately Max has been acting really cool again. But, who knows. Last time he cheated on me and I don't want to ruin a some-what good relationship with Ian just to get hurt again.