Must I even say it? It's been awhile! Things have been pretty good lately. My friends are truly the best! I am so much happier with the friends I have now then I ever was with my old friends. Ryan! Ellen and Kristen in her band uniform! Goodness! Ellen and Mary! BP and I! Austin! :) Lacrosse has been up and down lately. We are undefeated in our district. I am really glad I earned a starting position this year. I started working at the barn. I really like working there because I am there all of the time anyways, but days like today make me want to quit! Since its been raining we did not turn the horses out and we had to muck all of the stalls with the horses in them and it was just a horrible day out there. Work is quite tiring. Prom is next weekend. Marc has a girlfriend now that he is with 24/7 so I am sure prom is going to be weird, especially since he is bringing her to after prom?? I thought that was kind of rude since I will be ditched after then, but oh well. I will just try to make the best of the night! :) Grayson and I are, I do not even know. He is the most confusing boy, ever. We are "talking about everything SOON" so he says, although I hear that all of the time. I like him, a lot, he makes me happy! Kristen would swear on her life that I like Austin, Grayson's best friend and a guy she dated awhile ago. Austin and I are just best friends, we do a lot together, so I can understand where people would think we are talking, but we are just friends. I am just afraid that after awhile I might start having feelings for him, again. I think I do have a crush on him or whatever, but I am hoping that it is just because we hang out and he is my best guy friend. I just try to not think about it.