Last night I did a whole lot of nothing. I had to move all of Spartan's (the horse) stuff into my mom's car. That's always fun. I was in a bad mood last night (but, aren't I always?) and I wasen't talking to Ian. I was still really pissed about him having Leanne over. After awhile we started playing the question game. I didn't know him too long before we started going out. I mean i've known of him for about a year, but didn't really know him. I learned a lot of stuff. He found out I get jealous really easy. He asked me if I got jealous when he had Leanne over, and I told him yeah. He said "Leanne is like a little brother. She hangs out with the guys. I'm sorry, I heart you". He doesn't say love, he says heart. I kind of like that better. Shit, we have only been dating for a month. AHHHHH, I want to shoot myself. My friend Corey that I met at the beach (Matt's friend) sent me a text message at fucking 4 in the morning. I couldn't go back to sleep after that. So, last night I was really tired. I really wanted to talk to Matt, but Jay (his other friend) told me he never gets online. I went to go lay down just for a minute, but I fell asleep. When I come back this morning Matt had been on and sent me like 10 IMs. I was really sad. He was all I really miss you and stuff. It sucks, because when you think about it, I'll never see him again. Actually, I will. I am going to marry him. =)