me and ian just got off the phone. i don't see him at all since he goes to a different school and lives sorta far away, but for some reason i feel liek i really like him. i haven't told him, but i think he sort of figured it out on his own. he calls me a lot and we talk online a ton, but i am afraid to tell him about me liking him because i think he will think i am stupid or something. i've been hurt too bad in past relationships so now i'm really afraid of rejection and don't tell guys when i like them and stuff. the other night we were talking about like our weaknesses or something and i told him i was afriad of rejection and he told me that sometimes i just had to take risks or life is no fun. i do believe he is right, but how do i tell him that i like him? i usually never have problems with telling a guy that i like him or starting a conversation with one, but he is different. and i think its a good different. update: i was thinking about things and of course my GREAT self-confidence got to me. i don't think i can tell ian, even though i really want to. its not like anyone much less him will like someone like me. no one ever does.