last night i just started crying about everything. i'm sick of everyone's shit. i talked to ian. he asked me where i was tonight and i was liek ehhh maybe you didn't say anything about it to me. yeah we are gonna try to hang out again next weekend..we'll see if this actually happens. but last night when i was really upset he talked to me about stuff and made a lot of stuff better. any other guy i liked would have never done that. i hate liking him so much and him not realizing. i mean he knows i like him..but he doesn't know how much. emily sturgill kayla and cierra all went to sturgills house and ditched me again. what the fuck ever. i need new friends, badly. today i have to study like mad for all of my exams. algebra-i'll be lucky if i pass world geo-i'll prob pass..i mean the teacher gave us the page numbers to study from an old test. LA-i'll be lucky if i pass Latin-yeah not gonna pass this one, i know it. Science-i'll prob pass joy...