hmm, yesterday was interesting. I was about to go to lax and my mom was all "where is your volleyball stuff for open gym." and i told her that i wasen't really sure if i wanted to do volleyball anymore so i wasen't going to go. well then she starts screaming at me in the car about how if i can't stick with volleyball then she knows she will never get me a horse because i would not stick with it. okay i've done horseback riding since i was in 3rd grade and i'm going into 9th. i think i'll be able to stick with it. so the whole day consisted of me fighting with my parents. last night my dad came up with an idea. he told me that if i could stick with volleyball and go to as many open gym things as i could and try out whether i make it or not in spring he will get me a horse. so i am thinking, id rather have to do volleyball to get a horse then not get one at all, but next spring is a LONG time away. so i was talking to my mom and she was like if you work hard at volleyball and stuff then i will talk your dad into getting one sooner. sooo basically, if i do volleyball and keep my grades up (which i'll h ave to do for volleyball anyways) then i can get a horse. and my dad is making this HUGE deal out of it and making us sign a "contract" but hey, atleast i know i'll be getting a horse. ian FINALLY asked me out =) that made my day!! i'm reallyyyyy happy with him and i reallyyyyyy hope me being gone most of july won't ruin anything. i'm just really happy when i'm around him and talking to him and i don't wnat things to be messsed up because i think we could last. :) <3 I have lax today but i am leaving early to go out to the barn to feed the hoorssesss. then i am doing something with sturgill and emily and prob ian and them. sturgill and zach are back together. it really doesn't bother me other than the fact i don't want her to get hurt again over him. he isn't worth it. and also emily is back with mik. she is 14 he is 18. i think thats kinda weird but i kno how much she likes him. and i don't say anything about how i think they shouldn't be going back out with them cause they are both my best friends and i knwo how hurt they get when people put them down about them. i live in a REALLY small town. its like gas stations and fields. EVERYONE looks forward to the fair. and EVERYONE goes to the fair because its something to do in this town. yyeeehaw. me sturgill emily and a bunch of our other friends and then ian and all of his friends are goin friday. i'm supposed to ride friday and i told mom i would rather ride, but i'm leaving really soon and i'll be gone almost all july =( 9-17th(?)- TREC Camp 17-23- Lax Camp 26-1- beach 2-5- horseback riding camp