school sucked, really it did. -my friends are way prettier than me -because they are they try to use it to their advantage and make my life shit -no guys like me -wait, its not just guys who don't like me..i don't even have any friends -i am going to fail all of my exams -my parents, esp my mom, bitch at me about EVERYTHING -i am never good enough for ANYONE -people expect to much out of me -again, i have no friends -i have no self-confidence, much less self-respect -i may start cutting -well, i don't know. if my "friends" found out about it they would like go tell the counsler at school like they did last year with sturg -if people found out they would consider me a "fake cutter" and talk about me even more -school is a living hell for me -i can't trust anyone -i can't even trust myself -i have never realized how lonely i feel until just recently -i can't stand being pushed around and being used anymore -i wish the world wasen't so fake -i wish more than anything i wasen't myself..plain and simple. -what kind of person have i turned into over just this year...