It's been awhile since I've written. Lax has started and its going really well. I had a bad fall off my horse the other week. He threw me in a jump, but I'm still alive. People have been telling me lately that Melvin is cheating on me with Nicole. I asked Nicole about it one night since she was my "friend" and all. She gave me some bullshit excuse that she didn't know we were still together. I don't even want to talk to Melvin. He told one of my friends when they brought it up to him that we were, "NEVER TOGETHER" which is the biggest bull shit excuse I have ever heard in my entire life. If we were never together, then he was bull shitting everything in the card he got me for Valentines Day and bull shitting everything he ever said to me about us. I hope he feels damn bad about it, too. One of my friends was like, "Melvin, I don't know how you do it back in Puerto Rico, but here in America guys have ONE girl." and he got mad and punched his locker. It hurts bad enough that him and Nicole did whatever, I don't even want to know, and now are together or whatever, but he said we were never together. That is what hurts the worse.. but what the fuck ever, I'm just going to have to get over it. All of my friends have been fighting lately. Actually, more like everyone against Emily. I used to be good friends with her, but lately she has been saying some damn mean stuff to people and just starting SOOOO much drama for no reason. It is so stupid. Molly has to go to therapy for slitting her wrists. She is the person that I would least expect it from. Well, maybe not since she used to have eating disorder problems and stuff. But, her parents, I don't know, it just doesn't seem right. I don't like her, she is a total bitch to me, mostly becuase Melvin lives with her, but oh well.