Coach decided to have another day of tryouts. It fucking sucks. My body hurts so bad, I am so not in shape. Emily and Sturgill, my two best friends, basically my only friends, told me that I wasen't talking to them much anymore so they weren't going to beg to be my friend? It makes no sense at all, really I'd rather us 3 start hanging out like we used to before we all started going on vacations and stuff. Oh well, I can tell they are mad at me because of something else and they aren't telling me. I told Ian everything that happend in the parking lot that night. I even told him I was going to break up with him and stuff. I said that I could understand if he was mad at me, but he said he wasen't he guessed because he didn't even talk to me and was being a dick about it. So, I guess things are cool again. Oh yeah, he cut his hair, short. LOOOSER. Me and Mo ended up talking last night. We talked things over, and we're cool now. Shes pretty cool once you get to know her. Everything is cool with my friends now and all, I guess. Yet, I still feel reallly down.