yesterday youth kick off with everyone. it was sort of boring, but oh well. Me, Max, Adam, Hunter, Sturgill, and Emily were all going to go to thunder valley to play putt putt so I got to sturgill's house to pick them all up and max and adam are the only ones that come out. hunter got in trouble and couldnt go and sturgill and emily just didn't want to come. but i had a lot of fun with max and adam. Things were kind of weird with me and adam just because hes liked me for like 2 years and me and max, well i don't know about me and him. last night we acted like we really liked each other, but i don't know. i always swear i'm over ian, but when i find out hes hanging out with my friends or other girls i get jealous. but i can't get mad because i did break up with him. it just seems weird that he makes an effort to hang out with my friends, but we never hung out. volleyball practice was hell. i love my team to death, the girls are awesome but CRITZER IS A FUCKING DBAG AND I WOULD RATHER DIE THEN LISTEN TO HIM BITCH AT US FOR STUPID SHIT THE FUCKING ASSHOLE. seriously, he is the most immature person i know. today was defense day and he was hitting balls and we had to dig them and he hit sam in the eye and she started crying because damn he was hitting the balls hard and so her and millie went out into the hall and got ice and when she came back in it was already turning black and the fucking dumbfuck didn't even say sorry for hitting her. he said "i hit the ball in the court, maybe she should have over hand passed it. i did nothing wrong." while laughing as he was saying it. i swear i hope he fucking dies. Me and Max are going to the driving range today so i can show his ass up in golf. yeee-uhhh.