school today was sorta stressful, i duno why either. but yeah... lax today was sorta sad. =( coach passed back our sheet with our personal year goals, yeah umm i didn't achieve any of them, lol. but then we had a thing where the seniors did some stuff, i duno it was sad that it was our last practice and yeah. i'm really gonna miss the seniors, and everyone else but i'll see them during summer league. i've become really good friends with them more than i thought i would. tomarrow is the champ. we play a first year team. They beat new river, which is a HUGE surprise because they have a beastly goalie. but hey, its good for us. we are undefeated in our district and no one would like it better than to beat us. but we'll win..knock on wood. its weird the girls valley cup is PH and Salem and the guys valley cup is PH and Salem. so we have our game then we are gonna have a cook out sorta thingy while watching the guys play =) they better kick some butt. then after we are going to spend the night at riva's!!! yayness. today i went to the barn and rode. everyone had their horse and stuff and i sorta felt out of place. but i rode the horse i may get. he isn't trained yet, which sorta sucks because he is green broke and just goes everywhere. my trainer leslie said that i had a great ride on him because i've been riding for so long and know how to work with horses that aren't trained. so she asked me to help train him!! YAY YAY YAY YAY! i know it doesn't seem liek a big deal, but i am sooo happy! i haven't trained a horse since i was out at the other barn, and i just can't wait till i start getting to work with spartan (the horse i am training) more. he is part draft so he is huge. i didn't think i had a good ride AT ALL today because i used to ride saddleseat (its with saddlebred horses that are trained to hold their head high and do a bunch of other fancy junk) and they ride huntseat there (when you ride with your hands down becasue they dont have their head up, you jump, and it is a totally different saddle.) so i am just getting used to it, but i must have done pretty good on him because he is still really young..only like 4 or so, and isn't trained. ahhh i am just so happy i get to train him!!!!!!! woo hooo. but yet i can't share my happiness with any of my friends becuase i think they think its pretty stupid that i ride. ohh and this girl from my school rides out there! THANK GOD, someone i know!!! even though i don't think she likes me very much i was being nice to her and she finally started talking. thats all, today was actually pretty good. days that i ride are always good =) ohh yeah hahah roger pissed off my brother today because they walked past a pic of the lax team (at the high school) and roger goes damn dude your sister is pretty hott..and my brother was like..MAN SHUT THE FUCK UP..haha its pretty funny. my brother is a complete jackass.