Yesterday was Kendall's birthday and we had plans to have our best friend's stay the night together. Kendall, Me, Emily, Sarah, and Kristen were going to go to the basketball game, go out to eat, go to a late movie, and then stay the night at Sarah's. Kristen got strep and couldn't come. So plans sort of changed and we ate at Wendy's before the game. After like half time I had to sit down because my stomach hurt really bad. It felt like I had permant cramps. I got REALLY dizzy and I was going to pass out, I swear. I got Sarah and Emily to take me to the car, I had to lay down like twice on the way out because I got so dizzy. So I didn't get to stay the night with them. I woke up around 4:30ish this morning and my throat hurt SOOO bad. My dad thinks I might have gotten food poisoning and my mom think I might have strep. OH, HOW I LOVE GETTING SICK ON THE WEEKENDS!!!! I like Melvin SOOOO incredibly much. I don't think I've liked a guy this much since MATT! I won't get into Matt, but me and him dated for about a year or two. I can't stop thinking about Melvin. Everyone was telling me not to like him because he just plays girls but I talked to him and he told he he really did like me. It feels SOOO nice to have someone to hold hands with in the halls and to look forward to seeing after school. I love how he just hugs me constantly and kisses me on the forehead and cheek. Ah, I'm so crazy about him!!! Although I know its a LONG time away and I highly doubt that we will last that long (even though I do like him a lot, I can't see him wanting to stay together too long, which is hard to think about) but I know he is adventually going to be going back to Puerto Rico. Part of me doesn't want to get attached to him since I know he is going to be leaving when summer comes, but its hard to tell myself not to get attached when he is the frist guy I've liked this much since Matt. I think its too late to think about not getting attached, its already happend. Just thinking about him makes me simle! :] Its hard to hear all of my really good senior friends talking about what colleges they got accepted to and stuff. Most of them are in state or only a state away, but they are going to have totally different lives once they leave, and some of them are my best friends. It's just hard to think that someone that you are so close to is just picking everything up and basically starting over. I know they are just going away to school, but after they are starting their own lives. It just sucks to think about.