The football game last night was pretty boring. I did meet the new hott kid, but he was with his fatass girlfriend. After EVERYONE went to mac n bobs. Matt was there (Mac n bobs). I liked matt 5 months before he asked me out, and when he finally did we went out for 4. We broke up and didn't really talk much and then a couple months later we were dating again. One night he decided to hang out with other girls and found a new girl, which happend to be my "friend" meggie. He broke up with me and they went out for like 7 months. Matt is just one of those people i am always going to like. I mean i've had atleast a little something for the kid for 2 years. I thought he like hated me or whatever, but last night we were waiting for our parents and he talked to me and stuff. I was really surprised. I talked to ryan about everything and she said that i should just tell him how i feel, but i don't want to lay it all out there and then get rejected. I mean, hes not going to try a 3rd time. If anythign I just want us to be friends again, it sucks liking a guy more than anyone and him not even wanting to be friends with you. Today I get to read a WHOLE book and then tomarrow i get to write a WHOLE journal on it. School starts Tuesday....blllahhh.