haha my current mood isn't really slutty, well maybe. lol. sHoRtY4bsL: SLUT comin through .... well the MnB's waiter does think i'm a whore! GRR i can't make my mom happy at all! my mom gets all pissed over little thing and when i say something about it she jus says "its your tone"! she was putting shorts in my room that were my sisters and i just said "mom, those aren't my shorts" and she flips out and is all "Well i don't have anywhere else to put them now" blah blah blah! yeah whatever. and now i can't fucking lock my door. i used to have it locked all of the time but my parents are all freaked and shit that i had my door locked all of the time. so i get out of the shower and everything and go into my room to get ready for whatever and my mom comes to open the door and it is locked and she once again flips out for no reason. I'm going bowling tonight with some people. i'm really scared that max is gonna be there. we haven't talked since he went off on me the other day online. when i should be mad at him for what he did, but for some reason i'm not. he was the first guy in a long time that i was actually happy with and was myself around. i tell myself and other people that i am over him, but i don't know. i saw him last night and everything jus came back, like how happy i was and stuff. i mean i can't really talk to anyone about him because they all think i was a dumbass to go out with him in the first place. i guess they just don't see what i see in him. thats prob. i guess the weakest thing about me. i live my life in the past and then i look for things to try to cover it up so i dont think about it, which really makes it worse. oo lord who knows..NEWAYS! AHHH nick and stuart may go to north cross! NO, NO, NO! i am not going to let them! if they do, i am going with them!