last night we had an awards assemly/8th grade graduation. it was fucking boring as all. you had to sit there and wait for 6th and 7th grade to get their award and then we finally got to get ours. woo fucking hoo. i was so NOT excited. stuart was looking pretty hott though, anyways. after me, sturg, k, ry, mary, LN, britt, leanna, george, nick, toph, clemo, and umm a lot of other people went to go eat at mac n' bobs. it was pretty fun. sturg's parents are out of town so she spent the night with LN because last time her sister had a mad party and everyone was drunk and it was like 3 in the morn and she haden't gotten any sleep and yeah, so she wasen't gonna do that again. me, k, sturg, and LN got up early this morn and went to go eat at the pancake house. we've decided we want to become "Regulars" there. we thought it would be cool, and plus the old ladys there are really nice. LN's mom came and got us and took us to school. we thought we were maybe gonna be late, we got there an hour early. when we go early you have to sit in the gym, and it used to be the coolest thing ever..but it is fucking boring now. we had a 2-hour early dismissal and we have monday off. hell yes. after school me, sturg, zach, and everyone else walked to mac n bobs. we didn't want to stay so we went to sturg's house. i just got on the comp because her and zach were bangin the whole time. we used to be best frineds, but then she started going out with zach and i duno. my dad came and got me so i could go home and change because i was going out to the barn to ride. when i got there spartan (my sorta horse) was being a dickhead and kept on stepping on my feet and almost kicked me while i was trying to clean his hoves. i was already sorta in a bad mood anyways just because i usually always am. after i got him tacked i started taking him down to the riding ring. it is a big gravel hill and usually he has no trouble going down it. well today he wanted to be a shit head and not move. i had to get a lady to push his butt down the hill while i pulled him until he heard his little girlfriend whiney and then he went down, finally. he is a green broke horse and he doesn't really know how to stay on the rail yet and stuff, so he looks liek he is drunk when you ride him. at first i was having a lot of trouble with him because he was being really stubborn but then i finally got him going. after that he was PERFECT! he doens't much know how to canter right now, but i got him to. i was soo freaking happy! riding was def the highlight of the week, since that is the only thing i am good at and all. max was being a real dickface today, but of course he was around him friends. why can't he just grow up and realize he doensn't have to act cool and ignore me when he is around his friends, its gay.