me and will were discussing how our lives suck. except he is taking it to extremes. he is really scaring me. he is always so happy at school and stuff, and tonight i saw a totally diffent side of him. he kept on telling me that he wanted to kill himself and how he wanted me to say bye to everyone for him and that i wouldn't see him tomarrow. he is not the kind of person at all to even talk about that shit, since i mean he was like one of LJ's sons and he committed suicide. i don't know he is just really scaring me. i feel like crying, about everything. sometimes i just want to kill myself.