The party last night was pretty cool at first, but then after awhile it got boring. All of these 7th graders hate me and my friends so when we ALL got out of my car they all looked like they were gonna piss themselves. it was the best thing ever. so no one was in the pool (even though it was freezing) all of my friends and all of the guys (which the 7th graders claim are theirs) got in the pool. 7th graders didn't want us taking "their men" so they decide to get in too. whatever. these girls from james madison and they were hoes/bitches/preps whatever you want to call them...one of my friends put in blink 182 and they girls were like eww who is this and they were liek you liek this stuff and so they tried dancing slutty to it (it didnt work) so later one of my friends was meeting them and they were like yeah we skateboard (yeah whatever..i guess they skateboard in their skirts) and so my friend was liek so you skateboard and you have never even heard of blink? and they got all pissed. it was so funny, they are the biggest whores i have ever met. one of my friends got mad at me (GO FIGURE) because me and her boyfriend have been friends since we were freaking 2 years old and she over heard him telling one of his friends something about me that he shouldn't have said since he is going out with her. lol. she got pissed at ME!!! shit, i can't control what HE says. fuck off, damnit. after i came home i jus sat on the computer. i have NO idea what is goin on with me and the mexican. he is going somewhere with 2 girls today and then tonight he is hanging out with another. i can't get mad because we aren't dating or anything, but i mean..yeah. i guess i'm trying to hard to find something i had with matt....like i saw ALL of my friends with their boyfriends last night and all of the 7th graders with their boyfriends and it made me so jealous because i want to have someone, too. everyone was talking about matt's break up last night and i had to just get away so me, mill, and molly went and talked about our sucky love lives. anywho... I MAY GET MY HORSE TODAY! woo hooo. omg that would be the best thing in the entire world. you are supposed to work at the barn for a year before you get one. its a new barn, not the one i used to ride at =(. but they have 2 horses in that they have to get rid of, and corey (def) is getting one and i may get the other!!!!!!!!!!! fuck yes. goin to the lake today!!! (prob, if i get my horse i may not go.) but yay