Sorry its been so long, my computers are both messed. School has sucked. My grades are really dropping and now I can't use the excuse that its because of volleyball becuase that is over. Thank the lord. I am looking at horses now and I'm almost positive I know where I am keeping it :] Nothing exciting has really happend. I figured once we got out of middle school the fucked up drama would not be as bad. Its probably worse now. I don't really know how things are with guys? I like this guy Austin. He's a junior and seems really shy and conserved. I don't know why I even like him because I'm not shy or conserved at all. A lot of people have said that he gets better once you get to know him more. Ha ha, its great. He drives a gold volvo. We all make fun of him because he is short and has the whole blonde hair blue eyes and looks like a little good boy and then you see him in his pimp volvo listening to rap and shit. I doubt anything is going to happen because I'm sure he won't like me, but oh well. I've decided I don't want to get a rep of a slut like all of my friends are and I actually want a guy that I can stay with and not just the hook up deal. I wouldn't say I want something "serious", but I don't want anything thats going to last for just 3 weeks. I'll write more when I can.