wow, last night was pretty mother fucking fun. me, sturgill, and emily went to sturgill's sister's apartment and hung out there. we went to eat and then to see josh in jail. =( i feel so bad for amie (sturgill's sister)she was crying and stuff. after that we went cruzin in her convertable down williamson road (where josh got caught by the cops street racing). it was really fun. then amie took us to some party. we met a guy named karl. he kept on telling us that his brother there was our age, but yet he still hung out with us. we drank some, but not enough to get drunk, damnit. then we went back to her sisters apartment. we called ian, uriah, and will since they live like 5 minutes away. amie said they could come chill at the apartment so me and sturgill met them outside at like 2:15 in the morn. ian was acting liek a real shitfuck. i hate it when he does that when he is around his friends. he didn't even talk to me. seriously, i only remember him saying about 10 words to me. and yet, i think hes mad at me for some reason? i hate it cause i want to make it work so bad because i really like him, but its like he pushes me away. they ended up leaving at like 3:45. today i have to go to some gayass thing for a camp i am working at the summer. we have to go to training or something? eh, fun.