I always write in here when I am pissed off, upset, or something bad has happend. That needs to change. Things have settled down with Mack and his dad's death and everything. He is just getting involved with the wrong stuff and he won't listen to any of his friends, we know the only person he would remotly listen to is Kayla, and we know she is trying hard to get him to not get involved in that shit, he really just can't. He has a younger brother that only has him now and his mom really needs him. I've decided I stayed stressed too much and I am too uptight about everything so I am just going to try to have a fun summer. I am going to try to not let little things get to me. We'll see how this goes. I honestly just do not care about guys anymore. Grayson all of the sudden has been talking to Kristen about me and he keeps on bringing us getting back together up. We've also hung out for the past couple of nights. Quinn and I are God knows what? But, like I said, I am just going to have fun this summer and I just don't really care anymore about it all. I'm in high school, its not worth dwelling over. I've slept in twice since school has gotten out because I've been going to the barn every morning at like 8. The Roanoke Valley Horse Show is this weekend. Its one of the top 10 horse shows so mornings this week will be 6:30 since we show in the morning. I basically live there during show week, its pretty sad. My goals for the summer are: 1-Have a good time 2-Actually doing my summer reading and not waiting till 2 days before school starts to do it 3-Stop being a bitch to my parents :) 4-Kicking some ass in horse shows 5-Stay out of trouble