i don't think i've been this happy about anything since forever. me and ian talked on the phone last night from like 10:30 till 3:45 in the morn. he is a really cool kid. its really weird, usually i have no problem talking to guys about stuff, but when i talk to him its like i forget everything. i don't think its a bad thing, but he told me i suck at talking. lol. DAMNIT! the only thing i am mad about is he asked me who i liked and i was going to tell him, but NOO i couldn't. i just said "i duno" in a quiet voice and then asked him the same and he sorta made a sound which i guess he meant he didn't know or didn't want to tell me. lol. then after it was a very awkward silence. i'm such a fucktard. when it go to be 3:20 i was about to fall asleep while on the phone with him. he wouldn't let me go. i was half way asleep in my bed and i kept on telling him i was going to go to bed but he said i couldnt until i entertained him. after about 30 minutes of fighting over it he finally let me go to bed. god, i sound so retarded writing about a phone call with a guy. but for once i am happy, and i liek it.